I woke up early this morning to a thinking about...
When we attempt to try something for the second time around
To take another crack at it
Have another go
Take another shot
It can bring up NEW feelings of resentment and all sorts of resistance, and they often come in different shapes and forms.
When you've "failed" at something once
Maybe it crushed your spirit
Turned you away from yourself,
Maybe it even made you feel worthless
You're wanting to have another go at it.
Because on the inside you feel
Even though your circumstances on the outside kind of look the same, or just slightly altered...
Either way you're really ready now.
But deep down inside...you're be asking yourself:
"Why should the second time be any different?" Especially if it feels like you really mucked it up the first go around.